Where have you gone?I kept a photo of you...Just one...And I only pull it out when I long for your embrace...But you just had to die on me.And now I have no one.How can anyone go on having no one in their life?!...Ev'ry time I hear how someone would die without there best friend...Oh my best friend. Where have you gone?What a curse!What evil domination over me...Ev'ry tear I shed...Ev'ry book I'd shread.I did it for you.My anger and sadness over flows from my cup ...I felt, with a quick jerk, my arm sling across the table and swipes to the side knocking ev'ry thing over...Wax, pens, ink, blood, violins and diamonds and perfume and sheet music...All go flying, with some purpose, of the table and crash upon the wooden flooring.And what? No satisfaction...I need someone in my life... where have you gone Rachel?
Life Without YouLoosing you is like loosing a chunk of my heartKnowing your hurting is like slitting my throat and not dyingFeeling your pain and knowing I'm the cause........Makes me wanna die...And as I look at the world through the bottom of my bottle...And look at the world at the edge of a razor...And staring timelessly at the clock thinking of you...It makes my pain... worse...Why can't I just forget?
I would do anything for youI would do anything for you back... you know who you are...I fucked up... we all do sooner or later.I'll take the full blame...Just one last talk...One last smile...One...I can't go on like this...I need you... want you...I'm sorryI'm so sorry...Why did this have to happen?MUSIC BOXES AND FLOWER GARDENS.... OUR GARDEN..... . .I beg your forgiveness... I can change... Please...Love never dies, you said that. AND ITS ALL TRUE!Just one last time... Please...
Night SkyWhen I look up at the night skyAnd see the speckled orbsI see your beautiful face in the light.